April 19th

Today I woke up around 6:45. The weight of everything of the day waisted no time in falling on me. The Chemistry test I missed because I was sick. The English packet I had forgotten to do and would likely do before class. And the fact that school started in about an hour and I had to get up still. I hoped in the shower and Realized I had missed my morning prayer. So I just offered my heart to him then and there and asked that today I might be better than yesterday. As like many times before a fimiliar peace settled in my heart and I knew that even if my heart Ached and everything fell against me I would be ok. I then pondered all the people that had left me on the road side and how badly I missed them. The peace was slow to come but it did non the less. Today I am grateful for My savior. And I hope one day I can show my love to him in all I do. But today I am only one step closer. But thats still one step.